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Chrissy is always in charge: she has reign over the bedroom, bathroom, and television. Anh and Bich look up to her. One day, they join her and her friends in trampling the gardens of their neighbors. Chrissy snaps off some rhubarb in one of the gardens, pulls out a bag of sugar, and they sit around to eat it. Bich doesn’t like the bitterness or the texture. Later, Chrissy shows them how to ball up bread in their hands and eat it with honey, but Bich doesn’t like that either and refuses.
That summer, Rosa is finishing her master's degree in education at Grand Valley State and takes the children with her to campus. They're each given $2 to spend at the University Bookstore, and Bich selects a blue covered notepad, a red pen, and M&Ms. Chrissy picks up a copy of Playgirl, and Bich sees her first naked man. An employee sees them, and the shared moment between the sisters is lost.
That fall, Chris's father reappears, a white man whom Rosa had dated “just long enough to get pregnant” (137). Like Bich’s mother, they had never really spoken of his existence. Chrissy goes to meet her grandparents and stays there overnight. When she returns, she barely talks about what happened but does indulge that she ate stuffed green peppers. Chrissy also tells the girls that her father said Bich was homely, which bothers Bich, who sees herself as a “sad spectacled spectacle, a sorry excuse for a stepsister” (139). It also bothers Bich that she isn’t at the same level of girlhood as Anh and Chrissy, and so is shut out of their activities, like painting nails and braiding hair.
Two years later, Chrissy is fourteen. Two boys, Bobby and Kenny, start hanging around in their front yard, vying for her attention. They buy the younger girls Gobstoppers and Skittles. Chrissy starts dating Kenny. When her parents find out, they forbid it, but she rebels against them. Chrissy takes money from Rosa’s purse often and can find any of Bich's hiding spots where she stores cash from holidays and birthdays. Anh tells Bich that Chrissy is shoplifting from the mall.
Bich joins the Girl Scouts, and one day her troop go to walk around some nature trails that wind behind the school. There are a group of teenagers gathered in the parking lot, and Bich’s troop leader remarks that they don’t need to be scared, that God will protect them (she singles out Bich as not believing in God.) Bich notices that one of the girls smoking and laughing in the parking lot is Chrissy. At a ceremony where they receive Brownie badges, one of the other girls, who is a little older, brings shepherd’s pie. When Bich asks about it, the girl tells her that Chrissy loves it. Bich realizes that there is much she doesn’t know about her stepsister, and, further, that it must be lonely to be the first to approach adulthood.
Because she lives in a house with so many people, Bich lacks the privacy she desires. She and Vinh, being the youngest, are “entitled to the least amount of space” (149), and never get to control the radio or what games the children play. Bich doesn’t particularly enjoy the things her sisters do, like makeup and dancing. Instead, Bich finds solace in books, and begs Rosa to take her to the public library.
Bich loves Little Women and its depictions of Christmas breakfast and blancmange. She finds comfort in Ramona Quimby’s “same dull after-school snack of Juice and Rye crisp the same way I understood her resentment toward pretty, blond-curled Willa Jean next door” (152) and loves the scene in the Beverly Cleary novel where a nice, old gentleman secretly pays for the family’s dinner.
Bich’s favorite books include characters that like to eat, and she especially loves Laura Ingalls Wilder. She describes the sourdough biscuits, blackbird pie, and salt pork. Bich is given the first book in the series, Little House in the Big Woods, by Jennifer on her ninth birthday. She puts it away, suspicious of the Vander Wals, but reads it the next winter, after she grows bored of the books she has. Bich’s love for food grows as she reads the book and discovers new cuisines and products. She prefers the characters of Laura and her father, Pa. After she reads the book, she begins to pretend all bacon is salt pork, and that she is Laura. Pioneer life reminds Bich of immigrant life, as the Ingalls experience “isolation and the scramble for shelter, food, work, and a place to call home” (159).
As Bich grows older, she begins to grow uncomfortable reading Little House on the Prairie and is reminded of the piety of the Vander Wals and more aware of the blatant racism in the texts. Bich remarks that it “makes sense that I would become enamored with a literature so symbolic of manifest destiny and white entitlement” (160), because she doesn’t have any non-white literature, and has a vast reserve of denial about who she is.
Bich wants to be a combination of the protagonists she admires: Laura Ingalls, Jo March, and Harriet the Spy. She keeps a diary of unfettered thoughts that is continually being found by her stepmother and sisters. She is envious of the fictional Harriet’s privacy and her ability to observe others. Bich tries to “capture that same independence” (161) and even starts eating Harriet’s favorite sandwich, tomatoes, and mayonnaise. As much as Bich wants to be like Harriet or Laura, she knows it is out of reach. She is “seeking out landscapes in which [she] could not have existed” (163).
As Chrissy gets older, Bich watches her for signs of how to behave, as one enters girlhood and adulthood. Her refusal to try the things Chrissy wants her to try does not initially come out of confidence, but by the end of the tenth chapter, Bich realizes that she isn’t worried about Chrissy judging her anymore. In watching Chrissy rebel and in talking about her with others, Bich realizes she knows less about her stepsister’s internal life than she thought.
Bich wants to be allowed into the club of girlhood but, at the same time, isn’t interested in makeup or clothing in the same way her sisters are. So, she turns to fictional examples of girlhood. In her choice to live within the contents of her books, she rejects the world that had rejected her. This is an example of Bich’s ability to take control of her circumstances in small but significant ways. Though Bich looks up to the protagonists she mentions, she knows her situation is not the same. In looking back on her love of Little House on the Prairie, she writes that she loved the story because she saw similarities in how pioneers and immigrants navigate the United States. But even with those similarities, Bich knows assimilation wasn’t as difficult for the Ingalls: “The children of European immigrants would be able to answer the question ‘Where are you from?’ with ‘Out East,’ or ‘Wisconsin,’ or ‘Minnesota,’ and no one would say, ‘No I mean where are you really from?’” (159). In Bich’s retreat into books, she attaches to white characters that she knows do not truly reflect her story, and this causes a further rift in her identity. Her inability to see characters like her leads to her attachment to unrealistic ideals.
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